It seems like I’ve been inactive for about a week now. Which is kind of true. I don’t really like reporting about nothing on social media unless I have something to report. I’m a little old fashioned in that I really don’t want to talk about things unless I have something fantastic to show. I guess this is what annoys me about kids these days, they will post any stupid old thing and they don’t really do anything. That pisses me off, just as much as when people say “It’s not what you know, it’s who you know”. Damn, I want to punch people who say that in the face.
Anyway, after I got “Down the Rabbit Hole” out, I had a little party at my studio, and took several days to recover from that. Ever wonder what my studio looks like when it’s set up for entertaining guests? It’s actually quite cool. That’s why people in the local fetish scene call it “The Wonderland”.
Of course, I could just whip up any old shoot here and there in my studio, but I’m this relentless perfectionist and I hate just slapping things together, especially if the set pieces don’t ‘quite match up (though I have to say it worked fine for Down the Rabbit Hole).
But yeah, I’m lazy – I should do that, regardless of the results. Interesting fact- it usually takes about 3 days to edit a photo set, while it only takes an afternoon or an evening to shoot a set?
Anyway, then it got really chilly out this week, and it’s difficult to heat my studio. So I’ve been ensconced in my little computer editing suite room polishing up the finishing touches on what may be the DVD’s “Transsexual Pinups #5 and #6” – though I’m thinking I might just start a new series that’s more like “Tara Emory, Flesh and Blood Futanari Fuckdoll, #1 and #2”.
These two DVDs are 90% finished in production. They were held up by a lack of music, but someone came forward and donated some music to the cause.
However, some clips are going up on the site ASAP.
This update contains two scenes I did with Christian XXX earlier this year, as well as new videos of “Pearls and Polkadots” and “Strawberries and Cream”, which will be on the new DVDs. Of course, you may wonder why I even bother with making physical DVDs, but to be honest, they still sell! The Transformation magazine guys send me an order every couple of weeks so people out there still buy them, and they have a decent profit margin when I burn them myself.
Mainly I do need to get these two DVDs out the door, becuase they’ve been looming over my head, sucking up space on my computers too.
I haven’t cammed much this week. You know, sometimes you just don’t feel like it, and this week I really didn’t. The thing is, I have no idea when inspiration will strike, and sometimes I worry that maybe I won’t ever be inspired to do shoots again. I could use a little encouragement, and really, not from the same 4 guys who always comment on everything.
I’m a few steps closer to my “Goldicocks” shoot, which is next in line. I got a hold of a really big teddy bear who I will be doing unspeakable things to. Oh my!
And if you’re wondering, I’m not doing anything special for Halloween. Maybe I’m a snob, you know thinking that it’s amateur night or something. Simply, I just don’t feel like going out to any clubs or parties I’ve been to so many times before. If I get invited to a party, sure, I’ll go. I guess I can pick any of my outfits at random. I think there’s also another reason I sorta dislike Halloween. I recall a few years back someone saying something to the effect of “Wow, you make a really convincing woman”, which is sort of a backhanded compliment, like they’re suggesting that this is something I only do once a year. Fuuuuck them.
Honestly, I’d rather just work on my next costume for my next shoot, or make a fantastic cosplay for an upcoming comic convention. I hear there’s RI Comic Con coming up in November, maybe I can shoot for that. Everyone keeps telling me I should do Moxxi from Borderlands, but I feel weird doing a cosplay without ever playing the game, Like I’ve got time for video games these days… I don’t even own anything newer than a PS2 and that gets used as a DVD player more than anything..
Sigh.
Anyway, back to work.
-Tara
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