Low energy..

I’ve sorta been under the weather this week, so instead of working on something new, I’ve been making some updates based on whatever I haven’t uploaded up to my site yet.

So I put up this shoot (which appeared on www.pure-ts.com) which I called “Domestic Doll”.   It’s pretty much wrapping up the work I did with Christian XXX earlier this year.   I think I have about one or two more shoots after this one still yet to release, but I do admit, I am looking forward to some of the big shoots I was waiting for after my surgery to do.

I also have a ton of videos to edit and upload, but I admit that my feeling under the weather hasn’t really made me want to work on them.   I wish I had more to report, but when you’re feeling like blah, well…. you feel like blah.

Other than sorta catching that cold that seems to be going around, things are looking up.  The incision on my forehead from my surgery finally healed enough so that I went to a salon and got my hair colored and styled in a short, pixie cut.  And although I don’t know if I’ll be wearing this hairstyle for any shoots (perhaps a faerie shoot?) I can conclusively say that the surgery did what it was intended to do, which was to remove some of those annoying male qualities.  I think the final verdict on the surgery was that it’s allowed me to express myself with some gender neutrality while at the same time, making the default position more towards the feminine.

I like it.  And if it means that people read me as a tomboyish short haired girl with big boobs, so be it.  If it reads as a hot MILF, that’s ok too.  I’ve been slowly becoming aware that a lot of my new fans are roughly half my age, and might perceive me in such a way, even if I still feel the same as I did when I was 21.

I’m really digging the spiky bits in the back that she did, although I’ll never replicate this exactly the way it is here, not without some practice.

As soon as I feel a little better this weekend I’m going to be planning my week ahead and jumping head first into the next big outfits and concepts for shoots.  I’m not sure what those are yet, but there’s a few I had been holding off on until after the surgery.  Part of what I’ll be working on will be to update some of the free and preview parts of my website, since bits of that date back to 2013 and could use a refresh.

-Tara