oh yeah, and there was this thing too… My further feminization surgery fundraiser!

So I FINALLY got around to launching my campaign for what I have REALLY wanted to do for a while.  Here it is:

http://igg.me/at/taraemoryffs/x/5013355

There have always been two Tara’s of course.  There’s the cartoon fantasy me, that so many people see on my website and on the internet.  And then of course there’s the real me, the one who is down to earth and has a lot of interests and hobbies left over from my old life.  I’m at this crossroads where I’m not that</em> happy with some aspects of the real me, and having some more surgery is a solution that helps a both.  With the real me, there are still some boy aspects that I wake up and see and they make me unhappy.

Suffice to say, I’ve wanted to get FFS for many many years now. I did consults with doctors before in the US but they were always out of my reach.  And considering that my finances are even tighter than they have ever been, I’m finding even a $5000 or a $8000 surgery just as much out of my reach.

But I know that a lot of people are going to say that I don’t really need it to look hot.  And I appreciate the compliments and if you’re judging me by my modeling pictures, you’re only really seeing that half of the coin.  But even I’m also pulling every known trick in the book to make myself look as feminine as I really want to, because there are a few problem areas in my physique that I have to work around.

What I want done is an advancement of my natural hairline which still is a little high for a girl.  This will allow me to do a lot more with my natural hair (which yes, you have seen here and there on my website, here are some samples.)

This is me, pretty much.

back when I was red for a while.

So the campaign has been online for only a day and I’ve raised $500!  which is actually pretty good.  I set the goal at $9000 which is the “Package B” at www.transop.com, plus transportation costs.  If I don’t get to $9000, I’ll just settle on package “A”.  And i suppose if by some crazy reason I make more than $9000, I’ll put that money towards other work to be done or reinvest it into my shoots.

So, help me me the best I can be, and let’s tweak me to superstardom, while at the same time, making me very happy just to be the natural me, okay?

-Tara